That is what summer is all about. It's summer break and finding a job in this economy has proven to be impossible when you are only residing in a place for a couple months of the year. So what to do with summer? Well for starters I have tried to be more helpful around the house. Picking up odd ball chores has filled up some of the empty time spaces and given me something purposeful to do. I also volunteer with the middle school youth group at my church. It gives me something to do yet again and helps me learn more about a career that interests me. Then of course there is always all the time I get to spend hanging out with my friends.
But what is the best thing about summer you ask? I will tell you. Come a little closer. A little more, come in real close. There. The best thing about summer is that they give you the perfect opportunity to get lost in all the books you could possible hope to read in one summer. I personally am a reader and I plan to read some new books and reread some old favorites. I particularly like fantasy books and books with happy endings. A little escape from reality can be a wonderful thing every now and then. I love to explore new places and not get hurt. Anyways my main project for this summer is going to be to reread the entire Harry Potter series again from start to finish. I have read the books countless times, however I haven't read them in order all at once in years. Well really I haven't ever sat down and read them all at once. I just read them and reread certain ones as they were still coming out. I can never get tired of the fifth and fourth books. What am I reading aside from Harry Potter? Well I found a blog that 2 women have that they call booksmugglers and I found a bunch of suggestions from their blog. Thank goodness for the internet!
I have been thinking a lot lately about the plans God has for me and what I want for myself. Sometimes I worry that God may not want for me what I want. I am trying to focus though on the fact that whatever I want for myself that I can be certain that God has something even better in store if he has a different plan than mine. Also I can pray to him and ask for guidance and tell him the desires or my heart. Here are two verses that I have been thinking of lately.
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God Philippians 4:6
Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17
Such hope these verses can give me!
So this summer it seems that exciting trips are out of the question. Such is the life of a college student who has tuition to pay for. In the mean time though I have four long months to fill. I already have one and a half months over though. What a relief. What can I say other than that I live for school. <3
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Monday, June 13, 2011
This Was A Long Time Coming...
So as you can see I only made one post and then didn't blog again for months. I really hope to change that.
Freshman year is over and I can hardly believe it! It went well in case your wondering, I continued to have lots of fun and made even more wonderful friends. I came to love Evensong and it was the start of every week (Sunday night worship). The year tested my beliefs and I came out stronger than before. I know what I believe. I know that Christ is who makes me who I am. I switched from intercultural studies to Art of Ministry and Bible but I still see myself as going into missions, just a slightly different path. So here is a totally late and undetailed replay of freshman year-
Dorm Life- Was great, hard, absolutely the funnest thing. My roommate was Lanie and we continued to have fun together and she is my best friend at CU. The biggest struggle of living in the dorm for me was keeping my side of the room tidy. Mounds of clothes and books and shoes were my companions it would seem during the year. My suitemates Annelyse and Vanessa were also fantastic and some of my other best friends at CU. We had many fun "suite-y dates" to spend quality time together and check in and have fun. Dorm life included a girls powder puff football game with my dorm against Pickett, a dancing competition, section outings, a bunch of open dorms (certain hours for guys and girls to go into each others dorms), and random meetings.
Classes- Classes were lot's of fun and I enjoyed the work. My favorite classes were Bib Herm, New Testament, and Intercultural Mandate. For Intercultural Mandate we took a field trip to Canada and it was my first time out of the country. So much fun! We got to volunteer at a missions convention, learn about homelessness, Toronto ministries, and I got to know some of my classmates even better. I loved that trip more than those people could possibly know. The profs are awesome and so helpful. In college you do a ton of writing for every class. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. I also learned shoot for the A but if your swamped pick a class you won't mind getting a B in and do the work for that. It's the only way to maintain some sense of sanity.
Friends- I made lots. I learned to be a little less shy this year. It was rough sometimes being far away from home and feeling like I didn't really fit in. It was all so great though in the end. I had fun times going bowling, shopping, out to meijer, IHOP really late, to the beach, and one of the people in my terra firma group invited a few people over to his parents house a couple times and that was fun.
When it comes down to relationships...ya I am going there. It's something people think about. And who couldn't with all the rush people had at the beginning of the year to find someone to date. Nope, I wasn't one of them. However some of my best friends did end up dating this year and it's been so much fun to watch them and see the happiness and fun they have together. You go into freshman year telling yourself your not there to do anything but learn and grow in faith. I went in with this mindset but inevitably you notice people who seem to swim into your view. I met some great guys and while I didn't date anyone I know CU has some really big sweethearts. It can be hard not to kinda like a guy when there are so many sweet, kind, smart, godly men who wouldn't notice. The best thing I learned though is that being friends can still be soooo rewarding.
Looking Back- Well as positive and wonderful as the year clearly was it was also filled with trials and even some temptations. There were times when I wanted nothing more than to sit down and have a good cry I felt so lonely, but someone would always end up coming along and brightening my day.
Looking Ahead - In September I will be going back and starting my Sophomore year. I hope I continue to learn, make friends, make discoveries, and to grow more passionate each day about knowing God. Who knows what next year will hold? But I am thinking whatever it is, God will work it all out for the good. I will try and be more frequent with my posts. For this summer I am hoping to take the Amtrak to MI, have my friend from MI come visit me here, volunteer with my churches youth group, and spend time with friends.
Freshman year is over and I can hardly believe it! It went well in case your wondering, I continued to have lots of fun and made even more wonderful friends. I came to love Evensong and it was the start of every week (Sunday night worship). The year tested my beliefs and I came out stronger than before. I know what I believe. I know that Christ is who makes me who I am. I switched from intercultural studies to Art of Ministry and Bible but I still see myself as going into missions, just a slightly different path. So here is a totally late and undetailed replay of freshman year-
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| Lanie and I at some sporting event in the fall |
Classes- Classes were lot's of fun and I enjoyed the work. My favorite classes were Bib Herm, New Testament, and Intercultural Mandate. For Intercultural Mandate we took a field trip to Canada and it was my first time out of the country. So much fun! We got to volunteer at a missions convention, learn about homelessness, Toronto ministries, and I got to know some of my classmates even better. I loved that trip more than those people could possibly know. The profs are awesome and so helpful. In college you do a ton of writing for every class. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise. I also learned shoot for the A but if your swamped pick a class you won't mind getting a B in and do the work for that. It's the only way to maintain some sense of sanity.
Friends- I made lots. I learned to be a little less shy this year. It was rough sometimes being far away from home and feeling like I didn't really fit in. It was all so great though in the end. I had fun times going bowling, shopping, out to meijer, IHOP really late, to the beach, and one of the people in my terra firma group invited a few people over to his parents house a couple times and that was fun.
When it comes down to relationships...ya I am going there. It's something people think about. And who couldn't with all the rush people had at the beginning of the year to find someone to date. Nope, I wasn't one of them. However some of my best friends did end up dating this year and it's been so much fun to watch them and see the happiness and fun they have together. You go into freshman year telling yourself your not there to do anything but learn and grow in faith. I went in with this mindset but inevitably you notice people who seem to swim into your view. I met some great guys and while I didn't date anyone I know CU has some really big sweethearts. It can be hard not to kinda like a guy when there are so many sweet, kind, smart, godly men who wouldn't notice. The best thing I learned though is that being friends can still be soooo rewarding.
Looking Back- Well as positive and wonderful as the year clearly was it was also filled with trials and even some temptations. There were times when I wanted nothing more than to sit down and have a good cry I felt so lonely, but someone would always end up coming along and brightening my day.
Looking Ahead - In September I will be going back and starting my Sophomore year. I hope I continue to learn, make friends, make discoveries, and to grow more passionate each day about knowing God. Who knows what next year will hold? But I am thinking whatever it is, God will work it all out for the good. I will try and be more frequent with my posts. For this summer I am hoping to take the Amtrak to MI, have my friend from MI come visit me here, volunteer with my churches youth group, and spend time with friends.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Must Have Done Something Right....
My first post!
I am now finished with my first month at CU, and part way into my second month and so much has happened. I already feel as though God is using the school to change my views on life, relationships, and work. It has stretched me into new limits and taken me out of my comfort zone and I have to say that today I am LOVING IT!
There have definitely been days when I wanted to give up and wondered what I am even doing here....do I even fit in? I miss home, I love my home and my family so much. I have gone home about half the weekends I have been here and I am not proud of it, though I am not ashamed. I just need to adjust like every other freshman, this weekend I am going home and my roommate Lanie is coming along for the ride since she lives near me. After this week I plan on trying harder to stay for the weekend and see what exciting things go on here at CU when I am gone. Here's an extremely weak discription of what I have been doing since I came....
Day 1 -- Move in to Cook Hall and begin my time living with Lanie....first impression of Lanie? I LOVE her..... I never had a sister but Lanie is an excellent roommate and I am sure her family must miss having such an awesome family member. Day 1 I also meet Annelyse and Vanessa, the best suite mates there are!
Week 1-- Can I just say I love college? I spent the week with my Terra Firma group and I have to say I still love them to this day....there isn't a more fun, caring, or inclusive group of college students anywhere else. We worshipped, played games, got to know each other, ate together, and stayed up late in the lounge on our laptops. I thought that college was going to be easier then anything else in the world.
Week 2-- Classes started Wed. of this week and lets just say reality hit. School work. I love bib. herm. and I wish that speech was easier..... the big thing was that this week was pretty even .... not to many worries but I didn't see my Terra Firma people as I had the week before and I was worried about making friends....at least I had Lanie!
Week 3-- The panic set in....classes weren't hard just time consuming, I wasn't making friends as fast as I though I should, I felt sleep deprived, and I didn't know what I wanted to major in. This was probably the hardest week. but hey I get Leroy soon! (Leroy is my car)
Week 4-- Same as week 3 but I feel more at peace about my major choice and now I get Leroy and visit home. And I am seeing my Terra Firma people again, dorm life is good, and I love my Suite
Week 5-- I LOVE COLLEGE! What an emotional roller coaster but I feel dedicated to cornerstone and my friends, I would guess that I am not the ONLY one to feel this way the first few weeks. Now I know so many great people, I am not overly concerned with life, classes are going well, I am getting good grades, and I have felt more connected to God again.
AND the now....
I don't know what I did to get into a school as wonderful as CU or to make the friends I made but I will say it again, I love my group of people. I love my classes. I love the chapels. The last couple weeks girls in the dorm were dying their hair and it was turning out pretty good so I thought I should get in on the deal. Tonight I dyed (it). My hair now looks wine red, and though it is slightly different then expected I can honestly say I like it....I really do! I am listening to music, sitting on the rug, fan blowing cool air in my face and remembering these first few weeks and all the stuff I have done. Art Prize, Meijer is my new love, Noodles, Breakfast Club with my people, meals in the cafeteria, grab and go, my frist college speech, sitting in the dorm at night talking, going to sporting events, 80"s night, dying my hair, having class outside, driving an old man car and feeling on top of the world while listening to Kanye West and the Young Veins, and intermural foot ball right outside my window, chapels, visiting new churches, meeting new people. So many great oppurtunities and still more to come. Yeah I must have done somethingn right :)
Sorry for my ramblings my coming posts will be more coherent hopefully and well thought out, but for now I think you get the idea; college is a struggle but VERY worth it, stick it out and be greatful <3
I am going to post this cause the young veins- die tonight is stuck in my head and must be played
I am now finished with my first month at CU, and part way into my second month and so much has happened. I already feel as though God is using the school to change my views on life, relationships, and work. It has stretched me into new limits and taken me out of my comfort zone and I have to say that today I am LOVING IT!
There have definitely been days when I wanted to give up and wondered what I am even doing here....do I even fit in? I miss home, I love my home and my family so much. I have gone home about half the weekends I have been here and I am not proud of it, though I am not ashamed. I just need to adjust like every other freshman, this weekend I am going home and my roommate Lanie is coming along for the ride since she lives near me. After this week I plan on trying harder to stay for the weekend and see what exciting things go on here at CU when I am gone. Here's an extremely weak discription of what I have been doing since I came....
Day 1 -- Move in to Cook Hall and begin my time living with Lanie....first impression of Lanie? I LOVE her..... I never had a sister but Lanie is an excellent roommate and I am sure her family must miss having such an awesome family member. Day 1 I also meet Annelyse and Vanessa, the best suite mates there are!
Week 1-- Can I just say I love college? I spent the week with my Terra Firma group and I have to say I still love them to this day....there isn't a more fun, caring, or inclusive group of college students anywhere else. We worshipped, played games, got to know each other, ate together, and stayed up late in the lounge on our laptops. I thought that college was going to be easier then anything else in the world.
Week 2-- Classes started Wed. of this week and lets just say reality hit. School work. I love bib. herm. and I wish that speech was easier..... the big thing was that this week was pretty even .... not to many worries but I didn't see my Terra Firma people as I had the week before and I was worried about making friends....at least I had Lanie!
Week 3-- The panic set in....classes weren't hard just time consuming, I wasn't making friends as fast as I though I should, I felt sleep deprived, and I didn't know what I wanted to major in. This was probably the hardest week. but hey I get Leroy soon! (Leroy is my car)
Week 4-- Same as week 3 but I feel more at peace about my major choice and now I get Leroy and visit home. And I am seeing my Terra Firma people again, dorm life is good, and I love my Suite
Week 5-- I LOVE COLLEGE! What an emotional roller coaster but I feel dedicated to cornerstone and my friends, I would guess that I am not the ONLY one to feel this way the first few weeks. Now I know so many great people, I am not overly concerned with life, classes are going well, I am getting good grades, and I have felt more connected to God again.
AND the now....
I don't know what I did to get into a school as wonderful as CU or to make the friends I made but I will say it again, I love my group of people. I love my classes. I love the chapels. The last couple weeks girls in the dorm were dying their hair and it was turning out pretty good so I thought I should get in on the deal. Tonight I dyed (it). My hair now looks wine red, and though it is slightly different then expected I can honestly say I like it....I really do! I am listening to music, sitting on the rug, fan blowing cool air in my face and remembering these first few weeks and all the stuff I have done. Art Prize, Meijer is my new love, Noodles, Breakfast Club with my people, meals in the cafeteria, grab and go, my frist college speech, sitting in the dorm at night talking, going to sporting events, 80"s night, dying my hair, having class outside, driving an old man car and feeling on top of the world while listening to Kanye West and the Young Veins, and intermural foot ball right outside my window, chapels, visiting new churches, meeting new people. So many great oppurtunities and still more to come. Yeah I must have done somethingn right :)
Sorry for my ramblings my coming posts will be more coherent hopefully and well thought out, but for now I think you get the idea; college is a struggle but VERY worth it, stick it out and be greatful <3
I am going to post this cause the young veins- die tonight is stuck in my head and must be played
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